September
the month that i will always waiting for
it seem like that all the happiness and good things are in this month
i always get this feeling every year
But this year is the best,well since i am with lupus
I feel half hearted to let it go....
Let see what happen in September...
My 24 Birthday
(5 September)
(5 September)Well this year, since my bday fall during the Holy month of Ramadhan, my dear bonda decide it would be nice to celebrate in plus giving sungkai for the occasion s well...Plus it also allow her to have doa selamat for me as i just got out from hospital after the iv methprednisonole treatment on previous day..
Hari Raya eve
Not like last year Raya (where i am not feeling well on the first raya as i only able to get out from hospital a day before raya due to suspect of H1N1 -luckily it was negatively) this year i had a blast raya ever i think since i got lupus. sort like belas dendam la.... i able to enjoy the moment with my dear family...Well i think most of my families esp my bonda and mama nini are worry about my condition...
i just want to make people surround me happy and i feel i had enough of all those sad, moody and sick air around me...let us appreacite the time left with smile...i want to me Ms Sunshine who bring happeiness to others....
Endless visit with renal
this might not sound like happy moment to you but i think the visit to the hospital really help me to know my 'real' condition esp my dear kidney....
on the first meeting, this doc, dr Asrar said that my creatinine is 400, that explain why the colour of my urine is yellowish, i had severe SOB, swollen legs...but after the iv methprednisolone it jump to 105...
Woa...that moment i feel i want to jump happily as it shows that the treatment is working on me...
Last week another good news...my prednosolone dose getting lower and the creatinine has become NORMAL -- 65....Alhamdulilah i manage to get it down..i dont want to have dialysis or kidney transplant....i want to use my own kidney...
September
till we meet again...
