Dear my dear lupus,
Now you had been become my shadow for the past 2 years. But I never really know who you are. I am trying to get know your more. Nothing can stop me from knowing you…In my mind, you are just my shadow who will only follow my path and try your best to stop me and make me feel sad or to achieve any dreams that I dream of….Sometimes you just such a jerk how like to attack when I am on the top of my happiness or during I am in middle of achieving something…You know when to pick the best time…but on other side, you did play nice and gentle with me…..you make me feel that I can achieve or do such ‘heavy or extreme’ tasks without any problems….. it left me in the most difficult situation…. You such a good players in someone life.
But nevertheless you did help me in dealing with most difficult situation. You help me to gain happiness and love from everyone who are surround me…It make me know that I am lucky to have such caring and supportive families as well friends who never stop support me morally and understand my situation….it make me feel lucky in life…yes I did glad to have you as my shadow…. I learn to know what true friendship is and treasure the moments…Thank you…
Apart from that you also help me in knowing and get closer to Allah. I really glad that I am able to get back to my starting points…. I believe that Allah who gave me this test and He the one who will make and choose the best for me in this life.
I learn to appreciate every single seconds that I had in life. I treasure the sweet, sad, frustrated as well happy moments that I had in life before leaving this life… I learn to forgive people and try my best to think and feel what other people in their shoes….. it really help me to be a better person in life. Although it might sound that I look mean or bad person before I know you, but this is what you taught me. Before I know you, I tend to miss look at some things or situation. I tend to look at ease at other problems or less concern about others… it never late to change rather than not changing at all….
You taught me well about how to take changes and hopes that available in life without feel afraid to take risk in every step. You challenge me to sacrifice what I like most and make me choose between my health and what I like most…you make me smile as well as cry…you make me strong like a knight..But on the same time you also make me feel like a chicken that afraid of sky falling over your head….you left me clueless in how to make you friends from foe….you did taught be to be strong in front of my love one even I am freaking afraid about what happen next…huh such a good pretender I am. All because of you dear…but I never regret to have you as my shadow…
Although I had rough time in dealing with life but you did bring happiness as well in my little life. I am glad that I am the chosen butterfly to have on my side and be my shadow..Although sometime I did forget about you by miss my medicines on purpose or due to busy…but I did proud of you as you make me believe that I am stronger that I am imagine..just what I hope now that you will not be too harsh with me and please dear give me warning sign if you want to attack me again…but now thank you for being kind with me and help me realizing my dream to graduate with flying colour…
Thank you my dear butterfly…
Love,
Your truly
