today i had my monthly appointment...alhamdulilah everything goes well except that my cholesterol is increasing...haha..i think this is due i tend to eat more soup daging...

i did ask dr zakiah if it is possible that i can go study abroad next year despite my condition with sle...the good news is she said i can go continue my master as long as i eat my medication regularly... she said if i go to uk, i do need to treatment with the doctor there and she also added
that she will provide the letter abt my condition as well
now i am dilemma in choosing the right uni as well the course....plus personal statement which make me worry as i know that my PS need to be outstanding from others and unique and most important it is saying abt me...

i NEED to do my master next year as i cant promise my 'healthy' condition will be the same...
i can not promise i will be ok next months or next year..lupus did teach me to take the risk and be optimist as well to grab the chances that come...